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Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
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Sunday, October 28, 2007
new link new link fyi. http://my-cinderallastoryscene.blogspot.com take note, with much love. Hazel. 28102007 fahrenheit and dinner. (: i've waited for more than nine months for yesterday to happen. (: Fahrenheit finally came to Singapore. sadly, they're here for only one day & back they are now, in Taiwan. :( all righto. we reached the airport 15 minutes after meeting time, so we met the members at belt thirty three. (: hahaha. as expected, not a lot of people were wearing the FC tee. (: and expected, me and reg weren't. (: hahaha. so we made a trip to the toilet to tie to to our backs. :D sexyback, yo! :D hahahahaa. and then we reckoned, that standing right at the doors of the van the four guys were gna board, was the ideal position to pass them the gifts. (: i brought the piano i got since February for arron(yalun). but because i was pushed to the back, i had no choice but to pass it to manda. :( their flight landed at 1410-1417h. and they stayed in the plane till 1428. the crazy fans that were queued from the start of the doors to the aisle, to the van. :D hahahaha. then some mediacrop cameraman came and we said our Fahrenheit cheer. respectively, me, regina and yanling, were hiding at the back screaming(: zomg. ten demerit points for my horrible throat. okay. then they ccame at what? 1450+ ? yea. and the four of them ran into the van, from the belt where they retrieved their luggage. -.P but fortunately, i caught a full glimpse of arron. :D zomg. after nine months of regrets, i finally get to see him, in reality. :D regrets cus i was struck with a stupid goddamn fever on the 27th of January this year, that i had to totally miss the whole Fahrenheit autograph session i'd been longing for for half a year. just BAMMM. all gone! but all's all yesterday. although chings claimed they were still face-blacked from the previous evening failed event due to the fucking crazy hongkongers. -.P hardcore 'fans'. till today, my love for arron, as an idol, has never faded. although i once almost thought of not rejoining the fan club. i took a train back to pasir ris to hop onto bus 3 to boyfriend's house. (: hohoho, waited ten minutes for him cus i reached earlier than expected. :D lol, he was wearing the simpsons shirt he wore on first date. (: hahaha. but he was actually supporting the 'simpsons marathon' on star world yesterday evening. :D hahahaha. then woah. :D boyfriend's house really very nice. :D cus it's big, furniture's just placed correctly so the whole layout doesn't look cramped. (like mine). and so yea. his house is wonderful hahaha. and he's room is spark and spank. WELL. HE HAS A MAID, THAT'S WHY. and he's room is far much bigger than mine. :D idc. idc! :D hohoho. we watched Family Guy, The Movie. and were laughing our balls off. :D juel was super cute. HAHAHA. she kept laughing at yantin while i was chatting with her online. :D hahaahhaha. and jo was in the toilet, styling his hair, all the while, -.P we then went to pick aunty up from her office. ZOMG. raffles/ shenton way has super nice buildings, i swear. (: and yesterday was uncle and aunty's 18 yearniversary! :D ZOMG! hahaha. and uncle was super sweet to get ready a bouquet of flowers for aunty. :D self-arranged by a friend, although jo said uncle had better skills. :D hahaha. and uncle was chased out of the car to hold the flowers to surprise aunty. the children were on our guards, anytime, ready to rear down the window and shout ' happy eighteen anniversary!' HOHO! and everything fell into place. :D hohoho. we headed to spegeddies for dinner. :D hahahaha. and the sim family is super KOOOOOOL~ i swear. :D hohohoho. okay. we left the adults for some alone time and juel and i played hide and seek with jo. :D hahaha. he looked super kuku. :D okok. then aunty was super sweet, to actually cut off six stalks of flower from the bouquet to give to to jo, for him to pass it to me. :D ZOMG. now i'm in love with sunflowers and roses. zomg. but i thought white roses were much more elegant. :D hoho. all in all, i was really myself last night, despite feeling super full till nothing more could be cramped in that i had to jog at ten, i was super happy that i felt like i was a part of the family. for this, i wanna really thank my boyfriend, cus he makes me, me. (: i love you honey.  Thursday, October 25, 2007
research baby. (: baby- directed to yantin, (: hey, here's all that i found, (: Symptoms may include:
the above italics are those i'm experiencing baby. D: not cool lah. -.P okok, moree. :D
and whatever lah. -.P i'm gna continue cus i cannot stop already. so yea. don't try to ask me to change or anything, i'm gna be stuck to this. be it abnormal, i don't give fuck. boyfriend: i'm aware of the disapproval you have in me being like this, but i cannot control, cus if i were to bulge into a fest, or even back to normal three meals a day, all these starvation will go to the drain. so i don't want that to happen. sorry baby. but i promise i'd never faint from this. ;) Wednesday, October 24, 2007
zhiting's spelling ability. zomg. eng zhiting has bad spelling manzxzzz. ZOMG. ayuni's classmate suggest a game that entertained all of us after school (: he tested us on spelling, verbally. (; and apparently, hazel lee pei shi is super pro at it (: zomg. zhiting's version: case one: hazel: m-u-s-i-c zhiting[ with less hesitation ]: MUSTARD! -hazel laughs her balls off with zygote.- case two: joel: w-a-f-t. zhiting[with no hesitation] : AKIF! joel: you hear the F,T then akif ah! -everyone squats down on the road laughing. - yesterday at volleyball, we left training at 1705h. hazel: aye zhiting. you kneepad. zhiting: orh. okay. (and picks up the knee pad from the ground) (do notice the noun/verb/adjective/adverbs used *knee pad. not knee pads) zhiting: then the other side ley? -SHE OBVIOUSLY DIDN'T REALISE THE OTHER ONE WAS CASTED ON HER LEFT FOOT- ayuni and hazel: THERE! zhiting - spins on round looking on the ground, focusing. and finally spots that it's on her foot. zhiting: OH.~ (in a deep, deep voice.) laughs. my sperm is super retarded. & boyfriend, you can have my words, i'd never wish for anymore of all those shit that got thrown to us for the past two days. they were torturous. and i wanna let you know that, should we ever, ever quarrel again, can you/ me make it a point to meet each other, talk face-face. before seeking help from others? (: i love you. & i'm just being protective. five minutes to midnight. (: my favee. :D Brown eyes and lungs are filled up with smoke Fast lives we're stuck in the undertoe But you know the places I wanna go 'Cause oh oh oh I've got a sickness You've got the cure You've got the spark I've been looking for And I've got a plan We walk out that door You know you wanna just let go It's time to roll down the windows And sing it oh oh oh We got all we need so here we go Turn it up It's five minutes to midnight You're coming home with me tonight I can't get enough Shakin' me up Turn it up, alright At five minutes to midnight We'll see our name in city lights We'll make the clock stop Make your heart drop And come alive We could, pack up and leave all our things behind No fact or fiction or storyline 'Cause I need you more than just for tonight You're oh oh oh like air I can't stop my breathing in I'm weak and you are my medicine I won't stop 'til I am under your skin You know you wanna just let go It's time to roll down the windows And sing it oh oh oh We got all we need so here we go Turn it up It's five minutes to midnight You're coming home with me tonight I can't get enough Shakin' me up Turn it up, alright At five minutes to midnight We'll see our name in city lights We'll make the clock stop Make your heart drop And come alive And when the clock strikes twelve Will you find another boy to go and kiss and tell? 'Cause you know I never will I think we should strike a match And we'll hold it in the wind to see how long it lasts We could make the time stand still Turn it up It's five minutes to midnight You're coming home with me tonight I can't get enough Shakin' me up Turn it up, alright At five minutes to midnight We'll see our name in city lights We'll make the clock stop Make your heart drop (and come alive) Turn it up It's five minutes to midnight Coming home with me tonight I can't get enough Shakin' me up Turn it up, alright At five minutes to midnight We'll see our name in city lights We'll make the clock stop Make your heart drop And come alive resource: google.com Monday, October 22, 2007
yamate(three) I'm really happy I've got Joel as my boyfriend, cus I reckoned, they'd be no one else except for him to be here for me, whenever i need. He's always here by me, listening to all my rahbish and laughing them off. Whenever, WHENEVER mommy is in those bitchy days, he's there to talk to me, reminding me to be more understanding instead of bitching back. I was the one who got him sucidial and he was the one who gave me solutions to solve any problems. (: All in all, he's the best damn thing that has happened to me (:  my boy(: *grits teeth* the usual(: [take extra note at zygote] feel hot! as read from the back  some lulo place at cine (:  convo with Thaqif (: DANIEL, YO! Friday, October 19, 2007
sperms, egg and zygote. zomg. today's training ended kinda early and i'm going to zhiting's later. :D hoho, for the night, before coming home to bathe and meet baby. :D school today was fucking boring cus we were all locked in the mpr room. -.P zomg. and guess what, listening to lecture after lecture, HELL FUCK. so yea. i managed to meet baby right after school for a while. though it was only fot those few minutes, i'm contented cus every moment with him is heaven. :D hoho. and yes. i did slack during training, but i did try to kick off the bad habit. well, i can say that i can control my hand movement, but not always, so ye. i've got to improve on that. so the point is, yamate created more horny names. :D ayuni-> 250ml coffee milk ; zygote. zhiting-> 830ml chocolate milk ; sperm hazel-> 1 litre strawberry milk ; egg so there you have it. the sperm, egg and finally, zygote. and fuck, i have the urge to go for liposuction cus i'm obese. Thursday, October 18, 2007
18october2007 training sucked ballz cus coach didn't put me in at all. -.P but whatever. met up with baby at whitesands. HOHOHO. i was with my new shades. :D hohohohohoho. and he said i looked like joanne. zomg. -.P haha. anyway, we went to the airport to send miss lynn lee off to new zealanddddd. :D zomg. her boyfriend is like super macho. -.P cus he trains soldiers. HOHO. and she treated starbucks. :D my mocha frappacinoo~ hoho. ohhh. mark chong and sam she came along too. but we left them while they went to the food court, one hour before miss lee gets into her belt. :D zomg. i idolise her nineteen year-old sister, honestly. and her all-so-hip mother. :D baby cheered me up totally. and i went to meet my other baby. :D hoho. it's brandan's birthday today. HAPPY BIRDSDAY! :D hohohohoho. i'm sure he'd take good care of my baby cus if not, i'd whack and smack his ballz till they rot. :D same goes to akif. :D wheee. ball smacking! :D hoho. ohyea. i tried this tubetop at isetan and it cost $50.90. ZOMG. you're my one and only, you're stone and i'm rock. you're crap and i'm lobster. i love you joel sim ;D Tuesday, October 16, 2007
volleyball. Yantin's off in Genting already. Now the canteen is like so empty. Like frigging empty, with not as much laughter compared to last time. Ever since YangWenn left, the laughter already died. Now that baby is away, we really don't like the creepiness. I feel so empty without her. It's like I'm not exactly enjoying what I'm doing today, at all. In class, I bury myself in books and cam-whoring. That's all. I ate duing recess and almost puked everything out cus i was bloody full. Then during training, after the SportsLeader meeting, we were running around the school when I felt like puking again, so, I walked to the back of minimart and stuck my finger down my throat. Fuck. Nothing came out man. Literally NOTHING. It was all digested. Once again, I felt sooooo horrible for eating. So i swear, I'm not gonna eat tomorrow. :D Yep. I cannot take it man. I just cannotttttttt abide the diet plans I planned. Like KJHIDSABWEJHBUKFDBKHJS. Rawr. Blame boyfriend for being horribly skinny :D & I fucking miss boyfriend lor. What the hell. He didn't go to school cus he wanted to spend Juel's birthday with her. Hoho. I can understand, & he'd a bloody good brother cum boyfriend :D Honestly, yo. :D And great, this missing thing's getting me fucking emo that I screamed at Dad cus he was like a mosquito together with Mom, irritating. Fuck man. I hate this. If only you knew I cannot live without you. If only you knew how much I'm earning for you. If only... Woman's excuse for truancy. By Hazel Lee. :D The class was heading down for Geography lessons. As usual, I was one of the last to leave the class, I was suffering from severe menstruation cramps since the previous period and decided to rest in class for a few minutes whilst the class dispersed. Then, I past the toilet and decided to go in to check if i stained myself because of the cramps. Then, the pain came again, much more pain this time. I had to sit on the toilet bowl, in agony. There was no one else to help me because the rest were already downstairs. My friend from 1E3 came and i seek ed her help. I forgot to bring extra pads and had to get hers. She went back to her class before coming back with the pad. At that point of time, i was already sweating and it was hard to even stand still. I changed out of the dirty pad and it was around time. Just when I washed my hands and collected my bag, the bell had already rung. I know it was wrong of me for not telling anyone where I was, but there was seriously no one from our class to help. I will be responsible for me actions, and I'm terribly sorry. I guarantee there will not be a second time, but this is all nature's doings. hahaha. (: am i smart or what :D Girls are always at advantage cus we have CRAMPS :D |
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